i just checked my old friends's blog,

looks like they all move on,

turning them into a better person,i guess..

so why can't i??

why i'm still here,standing at the same place,

carrying the same me.

what i should i do, so i can let go of my past?

i keep on thinking till my head hurts.

how envy i am seeing them with the new look in the face,

the new style,new character...

now i look ridiculous,envy over something that i should not to.

i want to be with my old friends,but at the same time i don't want to.

because i'm scared that i'm gonna hurt their feeling for being silence for the whole time we meet. i'm might not talk because i'm too scare to talk.

having you all around me,with the same look but difference character,

i don't even want to imagine it.

because the more i thought about it,the more i hate it.

BECAUSE ALL THE MEMORIES THAT I TRIED TO KEEP WILL FADE AWAY..

i think i'm just a kind of girl who still living with the past memories....

it's just who i am..