da thing i do n i don't

kadang2 aq pun ad terfikir, ape sebenarnya motif aq buat benda tu...

any kind of thing...i do it for no reason.it's like kerbau yang kne cucuk hidung-sorry no gud in peribahsa ^^

kadang2 aq suka when someone praised me.(i guess that can't be help)

kadang2 aq x faham apa yang diowang cuba nak sampaikan...

-diorang yang xreti nak sampaikan or aq yang x faham bahasa sebenarnya??

whatever....

ya...whatever...i used to use that word "whatever".but now,it's not whatever anymore.

no matter how many times i kept on telling myself "it's okey, it just a normal thing happen to everyone.they face the same thing as you did so whatever"

it's a long time ago, but i can't do it anymore. i wish to be a puppet, they got no feelings at all. but hey i'm just who i am. a person.i got feelings.

ada jugak kadang2 aq xtahan sampai ad masa aq tertanya dri sendiri :"kenapa aq kne layan diorang, tahan perangai diorang sedangkan satu benda pun aq xdapat, bahkan diorang sendiri treat aq lagi worst?"

then i realized something, instead of merungut n dapat dosa x memasal why don't i buat je dengan ikhlas, hati x sakit n aq xdapat dosa.orang pun suka..

it is hard to do it, but no pain no game...

sape kata hipokrit tu senang nak buat, i admit even aq mmg slalu buat. and i noe i need to get rid of it......you know something??menda tu kadang2 membantu jugak ada masa nya...

i know i'm not gud enough. so sometimes being hypocrite help me a lot.bukan aq berpura2 without reason k...i do it because i don't want to hurt others feeling.

and the consequences_ i'm hurt

i'm a strong girl so the pain will heal as fast as u can't imaging ^^

i'm not kid anymore....i've grown up.

aku tahu, cara yang paling cepat bila aq tension, aq lepas kat owang sekeliling aq...

yes aq memang suka luahkan sakit aty aku nie...n i'm sorry guys coz u have to listen everytime aku membebel.....

i shouldn't do that.i'll try to avoid it next time bile kite lepak k..i won't talk about it anymore...

i don't want you guys get bored with me. tell me if i'm toooooooooo complain about my life...